I wonder how incredible mutual attraction must feel

Every time I go to bed, I think this.

I think back to all the women I desired who turned me down; I wonder how euphoric it must feel to find out the person you desire, desires you just as much.

I wonder if the people who got/get to experience this, realise and appreciate just how lucky they are.

If God gave me the oppurtunity to experience mutual love for just 10 mins, but the condition being that I would have to die after that, God is my witness I'd take it. I'd die a happy man.