Could someone just please help me? I’m lucid now, and no one cares what I have to say or anything about me.

I feel worthless and disposable, I’m infuriated by the people around me, I can’t believe I live on this stupid fucking garbage planet with some of these fucking idiots why do they get a soapbox when I have to rot alone, I have nothing, I’m going to be homeless tonight, I just want to die.