Do you get more autistic when drunk/high?

I hear a lot of autistic people online talk and joke about how the more they drink or smoke, the more NT they start to act. But I feel like it's the opposite for me. When I'm tipsy or high I stim and fidget way more and I don't even look at people when talking to them. I already don't mask bc I can't, when I try I scare people. Does anyone else have this experience?