Realizing I've never been nor will ever be someones priority and it makes me sad

Always had single sided acquaintances/friendships. No matter how hard I try to make genuine two sided friendships it always ends up one sided. Just want someone who puts in the same effort and energy as me into a friendship/relationship. Someone who I can text and tell things about when exited. And they dont get annoyed. Someone who cares a little more about me than others. Someones first thought/choice when they want to hangout. Someones prority etc... just want to be accepted not tolerated. Just want a very good/best friend.