Cambridge decisions in the air

Just had a dream last night that I got rejected from Cambridge. Now to be fair, I've had some weird and ridiculous dreams in the past but I feel like this is an omen.

In the last 2 years of school, I have faced many rejections. I aimed for lofty leadership positions and got rejected from them. I confessed to my crush (who was super popular in school) and got rejected. It seems that every time I aim high, I always fall short.

I know I have what it takes to get into Cambridge, I did well on the ESAT, have good supercurriculars on my PS and I think I did decently on the interview. But my history of getting rejected makes me assume everything to be a rejection before getting accepted. I know it’s not going to be the end of the world if I get rejected but I just need at least one lofty ambition to succeed.