Someone spent 2 hours tearing apart my DMing and I don't know how to feel about that

Making this on a throwaway just to get it off my chest. Hopefully this post can help me to just move on.

I put out the last session of my campaign last year. I was really proud of how it turned out. I wasn't getting famous off it but the show was fun and my players were genuinely incredible. We had so much fun that we spent almost 4 hours after the game just chatting it up about the characters and the story. It's one of my favorite memories. Recently, someone put out a 2 hour video analyzing the final combat and it was... rough.

It was every intrusive thought or speck of imposter syndrome I've ever had - personified into a cinema-sins type experience.

"I talk too much."

"I'm nagging the players."

"I'm ruining the viewing experience."

"I've never been a good DM."

I'm not enough of a masochist to watch the whole thing... but damn. The video was fair game. I put out my session on the internet and I have a presence online. People have the right to critic it however they choose. But fuuuuuuuuuuck. It still sucked ass. I can't stop thinking about it and now its starting to affect my DMing. I'm second guessing myself way more and I'm way more nervous about running combat - a part of the game I used to be very confident in.

I love being a DM and I love this game. I just hate the idea that my self-esteem is so fragile that some dude can tear down all those good memories with a single video.

Update: I'm checking this post a couple days later and I am BLOWN AWAY by the support. I'll be frank, I made this post hungover and tired. The stupid video had just reentered my exhausted mind and I frantically grabbed my throwaway to rant about it. I woke up a little later, responded to a few comments, and didn't really pay the situation any thought.

Now, I never expected to see so many people jump into my corner. Thank you all so much! I just ran a home game (no recording) and I felt great about it! It's important to keep in mind that you can't (nor should you try) to please everyone. The people at your table or in your community are all that should matter.