Will ex-T check in?

I had a complicated and deeply painful termination with my T of nearly six years about a month ago. In a final email, I made it clear that I would welcome contact at some point in the future if she felt any desire to ask how I’m doing. The problem now is that I can’t stop waiting and hoping for an email I’m afraid may never come.

I need help in either accepting that I won’t hear from her again and dealing with that loss or if I should possibly expect to get an email from her at some point.

I’m sure every therapist has their own views on post-treatment contact but curious if anyone has experience hearing from a former T or if you happen to know that a post-treatment check-in would be widely considered out of bounds.