My boyfriend keeps forcing me to have sex and expects me to enjoy it

My boyfriend and I used to have a great sex life. We were both high libido and we were compatible in that sense.

Half a year ago, we were trying to have sec even though I wasn’t entirely into it. It hurt and I told him to stop, but he kept going anyway. After that, my libido completely shut down. I lost all sexual attraction to anyone and I found sex disgusting. I don’t even want to be horny because it feels so dirty. I’ve never had these feelings before and I thought there was something wrong with me.

I also started a new job a few months ago where I have to work 50+ hours a week, while my boyfriend just works around 30 hours a week. So I’m often exhausted, but I still try to keep having sex 1-2 times a week to keep him happy even though most times I don’t want to. And of course he picks up on it and keeps saying how I didn’t use to be like this and making me feel like there’s something wrong with me.

We’ve talked about it and I’ve told him to give me some time to bounce back. He seemed to understand but he basically just gave me a week and expected everything to be ok again. Now he is buying some dodgy stuff to increase libido and making me drink it.

Edit: I didn’t realise this post would get so much attention. I wish this was made up. Now I am just overwhelmed and confused. I don’t think my bf has any malicious intent which makes me even more sad and confused. But thank you everyone for your stories. I will find a way to end the relationship but I don’t know how or when.