About to break my 11 day clean streak :(

Update: I didn’t purge!! Binged a bit and feel so guilty but I don’t want to continue the cycle

Feel so horrible about it. The longest I’ve went in years without b/p. Bit I’ve been so stressed and sad and anxious and I could feel the urge coming and coming and I don’t think I’ll stop. I want to get to this number of days again