I'm not going to lie, I've been a manipulator, liar and playboy for some years now but the streets of nairobi have marred me with emotional scars and lately, for the past 5 or so months, I've been seriously considering committing to a single person. I've always felt like there was something missing and after alot of self-reflection, which has taken over year, I've realized that my fear and aversion to relationships was mostly illogical and based on my refusal to work on areas of myself that I knew were problematic.

Below this paragraph is a table of the girls I've been able to shortlist as potential partners, together with a short pros and cons list for each. There are some who I've not included but I don't think it matters as I am not really that interested in them. I think this could be a fun and engaging post and although I have an inkling as to the comments and responses, I think I could still use an outsiders perspective. I will not be using their real names.

Cammie

[My heart won't stop thinking about her] |Similar-ish outgoing personalities|Lies more than I’d like, even on inconsequential things| |Confident, Liberal, fun, active|Wild demeanor (pink hair, tats, fishnets)| |Loyal to a fault||

Queen

[My body won't stop thinking about her]

Cookie

[My brain won't stop thinking about her] |Familiarity ( year + )||