can't get over it

i still can’t get over it, that mansion is still in my mind every single day. it’s been almost two months since i read it, yet i can’t move on. even now, my eyes well up as “cicio” plays in the background. i want to play requiem, it’s been a month since I bought it, and it’s still sitting in my library. i’m scared of finishing it and never being able to feel these emotions again. isn’t there a solution to this? please i need help desperately.

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