Not even asking for much

24M

All I want is to have sex with a woman who actually wants to have sex with me. Idc if it's a hookup/ONS or a LTR. Just as long as it's genuine. Idc if she's been ran through a lot as long as she genuinely wants to have sex with me. I have no intention of waiting till marriage and never plan on marrying(imo it's a bad deal). I just want something real and genuine. I just want sex that isn't transactional. I would never pay an escort and would rather die a virgin before ever resorting to that.

Is this really too much to ask for? Honestly as much as I want the sex, I want that feeling of knowing someone wants to have sex with me even more. It fucking hurts man. I hate how much I care about, it's such a dumb and pathetic thing to care about. Too many tears every night are created because of it.